im still trying to cope with the fact that Heath is dead....i keep telling myself that if i ignore it, it wont be true. i want to punch that dumb bitch of a massage therapist who
a) didnt know CPR (should be a requirement for EVERYONE)
AND
b) calling Mary-Kate Fuckin Olsen before calling 911
stupid stupid woman...i blame her
i mean...
WHO THE FUCK DOESNT CALL 911 IF THEY THINK SOMEONE IS DEAD?!?!?!?!
jeeze i need to breath.....oh Heath, im sorry people were idiots. you were brilliant and talented and a father and gorge and so many other things and its stupid that youre dead. if i could turn back time and save you i wouldnt even have to think about it i would just
do it like a normal person and call 911 or perform CPR
you will be missed beyond belief....it was on my list of things to do before i die to meet/act with you, my heart is beyond broken, its shattered