So i was sitting watching TV with my brobro the Other night (which means that we were watching Disney channel, his choice, and he's almost 14---i dont care, Disney channel is ADICTIVE!) Anyway, a new Jonas Brothers video came on and low and behold----JOE JONAS IS WEARING THE SAME SHIRT THAT WILMO DID TO THE PARIS P.C PREMEIRE!
i actually think i did a double take, jumped off the couch and screamed "DEAR GOD! WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON?! HOW IS MY NEW EXTREAMLY AGRIVATING JONAS BROTHERS OBSESSION BEING LINKED TO MY LOVERLY AWESOME SEX PARTY NARNIA OBSESSION?!"
( do you see what i see? )

I wish i were dead.

Not Max.

Me.

It's so, i dont even know!

I want to scream and hurt something

But what good would that do?

So again

I wish i was dead

Not Max

so to feed my latest and nerdiest obsession my girl M bought me "The Offical Illustrated Movie Companion to the Chronicals of Narnia-Prince Caspian"

i actually died when she gave it to me....its 210 pages of EVERYTHING that happened on set of the new movie....with bits about all the main characters....and now that ive started reading it, all i wanna do is WRITE WRITE WRITE N_S like a crazy person.

omg! there were so many subtle hints at things between the members of the cast that it was rrrrreeeeeeddddiiiiiick

i really want to set up a new challenge for my fave comm but i just posted a recent one, but maybe after that gets more responses ill post the new one

sooooooooo i would love to rant about this miracle that is my new book, but i have to get to school

anyone else per chance buy it?

0__-


ps

DID I MENTION THAT THERE WERE AHMAZING PHOTOS AS WELL??? try like every single one of skan or willmo.....HOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT

oh and SCHOOLS OUT TODAY!!!!! :DDDDDDD

i gave blood today...issues in my fave comm were fixed...wrote an english paper....dealt with a hangover...laughed extreamly hard about nothing....write a narnia fic....downloaded music....skipped outta sixth period....ate a Mars bar...drove the car to nowhere and back....performed a scene in theater....prepared for finals.....argued and became frustrated about something random....obsessed about the underlying tones of gay/slashy moments in Prince Caspian....ate Cinnabon...made plans to see House of Blue Leaves with my gay best friend Si....went to sleep

today was good

:)

♥

I feel so utterly hallow

dark angsty music blares from the radio as tears spill, hot and heavy down his face.

slowly, painstakingly slow, he faces me and i break

the glass on the ground merly amplifying my torment

he lost her long ago he tells me

but still he doesnt seem to understand why im asking

being here only pronounces the scars

the letters only prove proof

pathetic apologies and promises

nothing but empty truths

i see in their faces the reality of growing up

of leaving and loosing

of how many times they've tried to picture this moment

as the door thuds softly closed behind the last retreating frame

i swallow brusied purple aches and gulp back shudders

i will miss them

but again we are doing nothing but traveling down seprate paths

we may meet along the way

remember how we were

but waiting does no good

so i move on

praying that he will follow

that he hasnt lost it completely

that maybe theres hope for us

for him

for them

it's what i believe with every fiber of my being

it's a simple bliss

(for the class of '08 at Grant high school, may you prosper and be brilliant, not matter what)

WHY AM I SO CURRENTLY OBSESSED WITH THE NEWEST NARNIA THAT IT IS KILLING ME SLOWLY...ALL I AM DOING LATELY IS BREATHING, EATING, SLEEPING PRACTICALLY LIVING IT!

MY FRIENDS CANT EVEN BRING IT UP AROUND ME FOR FEAR THAT I WILL GO MAD.....

OH WELL

I BELIEVE IT TO BE A TRILLION TIMES WORTH IT

who dares to disagree?

Omg were reading this play emergence-see by Daniel beady its tight but reading it in class is Hellas awk-weird slash funny....dont think my teacher really gets how funny it is. I love this play and class

i love life...even tho valentines day was retarded.,....in english we had to write love poems, i gave one to my guy friend aidan, now its awkweird cos he doesnt know if he feels the same...hahahaha

my swim team went made it to State, pumped to the extream....it was ahmazing think hot boys and girls walking about with barely any clothes on and you have our team in mind,...haha we went out to dinner after and talked about doing a boys swim calander...i would take the photos

pure brilliance

playing guitar hero when drunk has been the highlight of my night

what was yours?

kisses

omg

found out today that one of my dear loves considered commiting suicide after something that happened bettween him and his woman. i just hugged him for like 15 minuets and wouldnt let go. poor baby i kepts saying and he just clung right back on, it was beautiful. god this is sounding weird but you all know what i mean....point is hes okay now and we shared a moment...like 15 moments. anywhosit it inspired me to write some stuff so that will be up shortly.

pluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusssss

its INTERNATIONAL FACEBOOK "THATS WHAT SHE SAID DAY" soooooooooo



THATS WHAT SHE SAID!

bwahahahahahahahahahahahaha

a) didnt know CPR (should be a requirement for EVERYONE)
AND
b) calling Mary-Kate Fuckin Olsen before calling 911

stupid stupid woman...i blame her